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Ryan is surprised to find that her mother does not chastise her for getting her hair wet, instead promising to do her hair when they get home. She tells Ryan that the next time she asks her to do something, Ryan should listen, and Ryan explains what happened with Red at the party. Ryan’s mother is upset to learn that Ryan got into the pool to try and prove something rather than to have fun and reminds her “you don’t ever have to prove yourself” (91) and that she should be her best self for herself, not anyone else.
At school the next day, Ryan and KiKi hear their classmate Hannah Wilkerson practicing for the fourth-grade talent show in the multipurpose room. Ryan acknowledges that Hannah has an amazing singing voice, but as she listens, KiKi states that she does not like Hannah because “she thinks she’s all that” (93). Ryan asks KiKi if she has ever heard Hannah say that, and KiKi admits that she has not. But when KiKi asks if Ryan agrees with her, Ryan says “Yeah. I can tell [...] She thinks she’s all that” (94) even though saying this does not sit well with Ryan.
On the way home from school, KiKi tells Ray and Ryan that she will be the Mistress of Ceremonies at the talent show. She asks Ryan what her talent is going to be, and Ryan struggles to think of something she could do for the talent show besides cooking. Ryan silently compares herself to her brother, KiKi, and Hannah Wilkerson, who all seem to Ryan like they are so much more talented than her. She wonders if they “do what Mom says I should do–be their best for themselves, not for others” (97) and thinks about how hard that is for her.
Ryan and Amanda join Ryan’s mother at her Saturday Market booth where she sells knitwear. Promising to check in every hour, Ryan and Amanda peruse the different booths at the market. Amanda suggests that they get a snow cone and an elephant ear, and as they enjoy the pastry Ryan exclaims that she should make elephant ears for the talent show.
The girls go to a booth called Scarves and Things and while Amanda tries on scarves, Ryan looks at a table full of antique jewelry and trinkets. Ryan startles when she sees a hairpin just like the one from the canister, “with the same silver cluster of flowers” (102). The stand owner asks Ryan if she would like to try on the pin and tells Ryan and Amanda that the pin belonged to her grandmother. Before Ryan can try it on, Amanda grabs it from her hand and puts the pin back on the table, pulling Ryan away.
Back at Ryan’s mother’s stand, the girls try to explain the pin to Ryan’s mother. Ryan’s mother is unenthusiastic and encourages the girls to help her pack up her remaining table set up. She tells the girls that the hairpin is probably not the same one from Ryan’s canister, and that the likelihood that the pin’s owner has anything to do with the canister’s owner is slim.
Since her father lost his job at the post office, grocery shopping has become more challenging for the Hart family. Ryan can no longer request items that are not store-brand, and trips to the store now take a “long, long time” (109) because they have to go to multiple stores to find the best deals. Ryan feels sad knowing that “Dad is really good at doing something people don’t need him to do anymore” (107) and thinks about how it is good that she wants to be a chef because “People will always need food” (107).
After the grocery store, Ryan and her mother go to a redemption center to return their cans. Ryan’s mother apologizes that “we even have to be in this line” (109) and even though Ryan assures her mother that she does not mind waiting with her, she sees that her mother’s “eyes are sad” (110). As Ryan and her mother finish returning the cans, Ryan sees Hannah Wilkerson in the back of the line, standing with a woman who is most likely her grandmother. Seeing Hannah, Ryan recalls KiKi’s assumption that Hannah thinks she’s “all that,” and realizes that this assumption was unfair. Ryan and Hannah wave to each other as Ryan and her mother leave.
At home, Ryan and her mother cook dinner while her father and Ray make funny noises and faces at them. Ray starts beatboxing and tapping a wooden spoon on a pot, and the whole family breaks into a dance together. Ryan’s father jokes that the family should take their show on the road, and Ryan is thankful that in all the changes happening in their family, their relationship still is strong.
Ryan asks her mother if she can join Ray and his friends at Alberta Park to race bikes. Ryan’s mother agrees so long as KiKi goes with her, and Ray looks out for her. While Ray is reluctant to agree, he hands Ryan her helmet and reminds her to put it on. On the way to the park, Ray looks out for Ryan, telling her when to speed up and slow down.
At the park, Ryan challenges Ray to a race up the hill. Ray, who had just raced his friend Aidan, lags behind Ryan and she easily wins. Ryan tosses her helmet into a bush and as she goes to retrieve it, she sees the bush contains a beehive. Bees begin swarming Ryan’s head and she screams and swats at them. Ray tries to help Ryan, telling her to calm down and be still, but Ryan begins crying and takes off running towards home.
When Ryan reaches home her mother checks her out and finds no bees or stings on her. Ryan realizes that Ray, his friends, and KiKi have all chased after her, and that KiKi has brought her bike and helmet. Ryan’s mother tells her over and over that she is okay, and when Ryan realizes this, they all begin laughing.
In Chapter 12, Ryan learns that acting “beautiful” can be challenging, but that the consequences of not acting with kindness towards others does not sit well with her. Ryan learns this when she and KiKi hear their classmate, Hannah Wilkerson, practicing for the talent show. Ryan easily acknowledges that Hannah has immense talent, but KiKi responds: “I don’t like her [...] Because she thinks she’s all that” (93). KiKi writes off Hannah as being stuck up or snobby simply because she is talented, and Ryan gives in to peer pressure when KiKi asks whether Ryan agrees with her. Although Ryan agrees “‘Yeah. I can tell,’ [...] ‘She thinks she’s all that’” (94), Ryan realizes that she does not actually feel that way about Hannah, and that saying otherwise feels wrong. She thinks: “The words feel strange coming out of me. Like when I taste something that I don’t like, but I eat it anyway” (94). By describing the feeling of saying something mean about Hannah as “strange,” Ryan implies that she knows her actions are wrong on some deeper level. Ryan feels like she has to agree with her friend but doing so does not make her feel good. This quote also shows that Ryan has a sense of right and wrong, but that her empathy is not yet aligned with her actions.
When Ryan does gain more empathy and insight into Hannah’s situation in Chapter 14, she is able to in part because of her own life experiences. In Chapter 14, Ryan reflects on the new challenges posed in grocery shopping now that her parents are bringing in less money: “Everything we buy is on sale and now grocery shopping takes a long, long time because instead of going to one store, we shop at two or three depending on what Mom has a coupon for” (109). Ryan experiences the barriers put in place for those with fewer means: not only is money a consideration but trying to access basic needs like food takes more time and effort. Ryan and her mother’s trip to the can redemption center illustrates the same idea, and the stressors that it places on families in more precarious financial situations.
While waiting in the line for the redemption machine, Ryan senses her mother’s sadness at their situation. Her mother apologizes that “we even have to be in this line” (109) and Ryan extends understanding and empathy to her mother when she sees how sad she looks: “I don’t know what I should do or say, so I take Mom’s hand because whenever I am really sad, I like for Mom to hold my hand” (110). Ryan understands how to comfort others and how to make space for their feelings, even when she may not have the solution to make everything better.
When Ryan notices Hannah in line at the can redemption center, it gives her new perspective on her classmate and a deeper sense of empathy: “Seeing her here makes me think about what Kiki said–that Hannah thinks she’s all that. Seeing her here makes me think that maybe there’s a lot about Hannah that we don’t know. I wave. She waves back” (111). By waving to Hannah, Ryan acknowledges their shared experience, as well as shows a display of kindness towards her classmate. She realizes that there are circumstances, situations, and information about those around her that she may not be privy to, which encourages her to be more generous when thinking about others. This knowledge will help Ryan further develop as a leader later on in the text.
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