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Ana HuangA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Stella is shaken up the next day but still forces herself to attend an influencer event with up-and-coming fashion designers that afternoon. At the event, Stella is inspired by a gown on display, which is black and semi-sheer and shimmering with subtle golden threads. She remembers the unfinished fashion sketches in the back of her drawer and realizes that she hasn’t sketched in almost three years. Her dream has always been to start her own fashion brand, but along the way, that goal has become lost.
Stella receives a call from her sister, Natalia. Their monthly family dinner scheduled for tomorrow has been moved up to tonight due to a change in their father’s business plans. Natalia requests that Stella bring her boyfriend, but Stella makes up an excuse to spare Christian from attending. At dinner with her family, Stella is grilled about her relationship with Christian. She claims that they’ve been dating for three months, and her parents insist that he be at the next family dinner.
Her family begins sharing their work accomplishments from the past month, which makes Stella feel insignificant in comparison. When it’s her turn, she begins to make up a false accomplishment but is interrupted by a work call that her father receives. She is simultaneously relieved and ashamed by their lack of interest. Christian texts her to check up and claims to have updates on last night. When Stella reveals that she will be home in the next hour to discuss, Christian offers to send her a car, which is safer and faster than taking the Metro late at night.
Christian is already inside Stella’s apartment, scanning it for secret cameras and surveillance devices when she arrives home. Stella accuses him of invading her privacy, even if it’s in the name of security. She admits to having nightmares about a home intruder lately. Her fear of such a reality prompts regret on Christian’s part.
Christian asks Stella to detail everything about her stalker. She admits that things began two years ago. She started to receive letters at her home address. They were romantic at first but became more sexually graphic and accompanied by candid pictures of her on daily errands. When she took the evidence to the police, they were dismissive and told her to stop posting on social media if she didn’t want attention. When her stalker quit soon after, Stella let the matter go. Christian believes that it is her recent Instagram post of him, and therefore the implication of having a boyfriend, that has drawn the stalker out of retirement. Christian plans to increase Stella’s security but believes that if she keeps posting about their relationship, it will draw the stalker further out, and he will get caught.
Christian receives a call from Kage. He reveals that Rutlege—a much larger account of theirs—might transfer over to Sentinel soon. While Christian is distracted, Stella posts a poll on her stories. A picture of Christian’s back is beside another picture of Stella’s stuffed Mr. Unicorn with the poll, “Who would you rather cuddle with?” (146). Already, Christian is losing to Mr. Unicorn.
A month after the Delamonte dinner, Stella still hasn’t heard anything about the brand ambassador position. However, her Instagram following has continued to grow to 930,000, which has secured her other, smaller brand deals in the meantime. Christian gives Stella short notice for an art gallery opening that they must attend together. While he claims that it’s to close another business deal, it’s really because he’s concerned that Stella has rarely left her apartment in the past week due to fear of her stalker lurking.
At the gallery, Christian supposedly closes his deal while Stella regards the paintings. When he rejoins her, they are candidly photographed together by the event photographer. Stella asks Christian about his favorite art piece, which immediately turns Christian’s mood sour. They leave the gallery, and Stella notices how good it feels to leave the house and how comforting the security of Christian’s company is.
The following week, Stella digs up the unfinished fashion sketches from one of her drawers. She’d always given up on her sketches due to self-doubt and imposter syndrome, but this time, she decides that to try and fail is better than not trying at all. With invigoration, Stella finishes multiple sketches over the course of a few hours. She stops and leaves to grab lunch at a café next to her apartment building. While there, she receives a call from Luisa at Delamonte, who offers her the brand ambassador position. When Stella returns home, she realizes that her door is unlocked; she’s certain that she locked it while leaving to grab lunch. Stella hesitantly enters her apartment and searches for an intruder, but the place is empty. She checks her bedroom, where she finds another disturbing letter.
While Kage briefs him on the Rutledge account situation, Christian is distracted with a text from Luisa informing him that Stella got the Delamonte position. The meeting is further interrupted by a call from a distressed Stella, and Christian drops everything to rush to her apartment. Upon arriving, Stella hands him the letter, which simply reads, “I warned you” (167). Considering that the intruder entered her apartment without force, Christian decides that she’ll be much safer staying in his own apartment, which boasts more airtight security. Christian urges Stella to rest in his apartment while he has employees move all her things upstairs. He also calls The Mirage’s chief of security and requests the footage from every security camera in the building. Christian is uneasy at Stella’s state of shock and draws her a bath. When she asks him to stay, he washes her hair for her and allows her to stay in his room with him.
Stella is greeted with a big breakfast and a wheatgrass smoothie upon waking at Christian’s, courtesy of his cook, Nina. Christian lays down ground rules for the home: no having guests over and no touching unrecognizable devices, as they might be dangerous. He also requests that Stella tell her friends about the stalker, as he might pose a danger to them as well. Stella calls Ava first and informs her of the news. Ava is understandably worried and warns Stella to be careful. Afterward, Stella calls both Jules and Bridget, too.
Christian finds nothing useful in the security footage, only a “technical glitch” that occurred at the same time as Stella’s trip to the coffee shop. Christian replaces the entire building’s security system and changes the codes. He suspects that it might have been an inside job or that the stalker had inside help. At dinner, Christian congratulates Stella on the Delamonte deal. When he asks if she wants to continue working with brands full time, Stella admits that she dreams of starting her own fashion brand. Christian encourages it, and she shows him some of her sketches, which he claims are beautiful. They share a moment of intimacy, and Christian kisses Stella. The moment shocks them, and Christian quickly regains composure and vacates the room.
Over the next week, Stella finishes more sketches and begins filling out a business plan for her fashion brand for which Christian provides a template. Meanwhile, her fears about her stalker begin to recede. Stella receives word that her first Delamonte photo shoot will be next week in New York and tells Christian, who claims that they will take his private jet, effectively inviting himself along.
When Christian returns from a long and stressful day at work, Stella offers to give him a massage. Though he’s tense at first, he begins to relax under her hands. However, the experience soon turns too sensual, and they awkwardly startle apart. Afterward, Stella retreats to the guest bedroom, where she pleasures herself to thoughts of Christian.
Stella and Christian fly to New York the following week for the Delamonte photoshoot. Stella’s anxiety and feelings of inadequacy prevent her from performing well at the shoot, and the photographer calls a short break after an excruciating hour. During the break, Christian approaches Stella and reminds her that she deserves to be there. He gives her a pep talk about how hard she’s worked for her success. The pep talk gives Stella a renewed sense of confidence, and she impresses everyone in the second half of the shoot.
After the photoshoot, Stella and Christian have dinner at his friend Dante Russo’s house. His fiancée, Vivian, joins them, and it’s clear that they only tolerate each other. While Christian and Dante discuss business after dinner, Vivian gives Stella a tour of their penthouse. Stella’s attention catches on the one hideous painting in their art gallery, and Vivian admits not knowing why Dante bought it. Upon returning to the dining room, they overhear Dante and Christian talking about a Magda painting, but the conversation ends before they can discern any real information.
After leaving Dante’s, Stella asks questions about the conversation she overheard, but Christian is unwilling to reveal anything. Stella becomes frustrated that even though he’s getting to know her, Christian is not allowing her to get to know him in return.
A week later, Stella goes grocery shopping after visiting Maura and gets the same strange feeling that someone is watching her. Though she has not received any letters from the stalker recently, she has a feeling that he still lurks. When she returns to Christian’s apartment, she does a pre-interview with Julian, a lifestyle columnist for Washington Weekly who is doing an in-depth profile on her and her Delamonte ambassadorship.
Christian returns home early from work to congratulate Stella on reaching one million Instagram followers. When she checks to confirm, she feels excitement at seeing the big number but also disappointed because she expected to feel more. She realizes that while she’s reached a long-term goal of hers, it isn’t the world-shattering change that she built up in her head. Christian gifts her an expensive watch as congratulations. Stella is spooked by the deepening nature of the connection between them and attempts to refuse the gift. When she tries to put up boundaries, Christian admits to wanting her and storms out.
Christian goes to the Valhalla Club to calm down. Though many women flirt with him, he cannot get his mind off Stella. When he returns home slightly inebriated, he finds Stella awake on the couch. She asks about his whereabouts and who he was with. Christian admits that he had the opportunity to sleep with women but didn’t even want to because they weren’t her. Sensing that he might lose control and make a move on her, Christian orders Stella to go to her room and lock her door. Christian retreats to his own room, where he takes a shower and pleasures himself to thoughts of her.
Christian and Stella attend a housewarming party at Jules and Josh’s place. Bridget and Ava are also in attendance with Rhys and Alex. During the gathering, Stella catches up with her girlfriends, who pick up on the romantic tension between Stella and Christian. Though Ava and Jules are encouraging when Stella admits that things have turned into very real romantic territory, Bridget still has her concerns.
In the first half of the novel, Stella gets many uneasy feelings outside her apartment and around DC. Alongside this is the mention of a mysterious stalker from her past. The narrative heavily evokes the sinister topic of obsession that often appears in Huang’s writing. This uneasy tone is necessary for the novel leading up to the climax, as it increases the drama and tension before the explicitly dangerous plot points begin.
In this section of the novel, Stella undergoes significant character growth earlier on than is conventional for protagonists since her character development is necessary for driving the romantic plot. In Chapter 12, Stella realizes that she’s “gotten so caught up in the daily ‘emergencies,’ brand partnerships, and follower counts that [she]’d lost sight of [her] end goal” (129). Stella has recognized where she’s gone wrong in life and where her current dissatisfaction is originating from. Rather than follow her dream of being a fashion designer, Stella was held back by her family’s disapproval. Stella learns in this section that it’s better to try and fail than not try at all. The idea that she can try and that failing won’t be the end of the world “unchain[s] [her] creativity” (159). By Escaping Pressurizing Expectations, Stella has the confidence and drive to draw a whole line of designs that she then uses to jumpstart her business.
There are many other moments that help Stella grow as a character and recognize her many flaws. When Christian calls her a “scared hermit” for holing up in the apartment after a shock with her stalker, Stella realizes that she has been “[a]lways fighting to live and always dying by the blade of [her] anxiety” (152). Huang uses militaristic language here to elevate the profound sense of battle that Stella has been experiencing. In this sense, although Christian is the character who predominantly wrestles with a Desire for Control, Huang draws parallels between both him and Stella as she struggles to control her anxiety. This passage illustrates a significant realization that Stella has about herself. She is ruled by anxiety and fear in her life, which makes her passive and reactive rather than an active instigator. This is an aspect that Stella continues to work on regarding her judgmental family.
Stella’s growing relationship with Christian is also great help in breaking free of expectations. Shortly after beginning to fake date Christian for followers, Stella realizes that she has been “desperate to prove [she] could succeed to people who didn’t even care” (218). However, this soon becomes less of a priority for her. Christian’s confidence is intoxicating, and “his faith in [her] fortifie[s] [her] enough to lock those ugly, taunting voices in [her] head back in the box where they belong[]” (219). Christian is therefore more of a deuteragonist than a protagonist, even though he is a point-of-view character since he prompts Stella’s character development before undergoing much himself.
At the heart of the novel is still the romance, which Huang nudges forward with tropes and plot devices. For example, forced proximity takes center stage as Stella moves into Christian’s more secure apartment after her stalker breaks into her home in Chapter 16. This setup allows for many intimate moments that gradually diminish their initial boundaries. Christian washing Stella’s hair and staying close to her while she recovers from her stalker’s intrusion constitute acts of care and moments of vulnerability between the characters. The fake-dating trope also continues to be a driving force in their interactions. They still pretend to be a couple for external reasons, but their feelings for each other are clearly becoming more complicated. Despite their arrangement, moments of real affection and concern for each other slip through. Huang also explores the slow-burn aspects of romance in these chapters. As physical intimacy escalates, it is controlled and restrained because both characters are cautious about the consequences of fully giving in to their desires.
By Ana Huang