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As the days pass, Wes and Macy continue their game of truth, learning more about each other, with their competitive natures prompting them to answer even the most embarrassing or prying of questions. One night after a catering job, while Bert is out with friends at a club social, Wes invites Macy to ride along with him to a party to drop off car parts with a friend.
At the party, Kristy pulls Macy away, determined to show her all the dating prospects in attendance. Macy is unable to make her escape until Wes steps in to save her from a particularly handsy boy. On instinct, Macy grabs Wes’s hand to navigate the crowd and exit the party. He drives her home, but instead of leaving, they continue their game of truth. When Macy asks what one thing Wes would do if he could do anything, he passes on answering. Forfeiting the question means that if Macy answers his next question, she’ll win the game, but he refuses to ask it, telling her to give him a week to think of one.
After a catering job late one night, Delia asks to use Macy’s restroom when the crew drops her off, and Bert becomes upset at the delay, which will cause him to miss the doomsday show he’d been planning to watch. Believing her mother isn’t home, Macy invites the entire crew inside to watch the show.
Macy is surprised to find Deborah is, in fact, home. She’s been careful not to mention her work at Wish or her new friends since her previous discussion with her mother, who does not approve of the recent developments. When Deborah pulls Macy away for a private conversation, “her disapproval [is] palpable” (254). Before Macy rejoins her friends, Deborah mentions how unfortunate Kristy’s scars are and how “she’d be a pretty girl, otherwise” (255). Later, Deborah walks in on a discussion between Macy and Wes, where she overhears a mention of Wes’s past arrest. Deborah’s negative judgment of Wes is immediately clear to Macy, and she attempts to nudge Macy back in line by mentioning Jason will be in town this weekend and will visit Macy at the library.
The following morning, Deborah tells Macy she does not want her hanging around the Wish Catering crew outside of work, believing they’re not good influences. Macy’s car is blocked in the drive by one of Deborah’s salesmen, so her mother drives her to work at the library. On the drive, Deborah questions why Macy does not look well. Instead of insisting she’s fine like normal, Macy takes a stand for the first time and mentions her nightmares about her dad. Deborah attempts to redirect the subject, “a conversational nudge, her way of easing [Macy] back between the lines” (265).
At work, Macy endures the same monotony of the library and the hostility of Amanda and Bethany. While waiting for Jason to arrive, she attempts to imagine what she’ll say but realizes she doesn’t know if she even wants to save their relationship. Wes makes a surprise visit to Macy at the library, where he mentions how chaotic the latest catering job is currently going and how they could really use Macy’s help, if only she wasn’t tied down by her library job. Realizing she’s had enough, Macy quits then and there, leaving the library with Wes.
Macy and Wes are tasked with occupying Delia’s daughter, Lucy, as she frantically begins the potato salad for her latest client. The catering job goes eerily well as the team not only avoids disaster but also has a fortunate string of good luck. When Macy spaces out during the event, Wes asks her if she’s preoccupied with how Jason will react to her quitting the library. She admits that she hasn’t thought of him once and they’re officially over, especially after the stunt she pulled, and that she’s worried about the consequences she’ll face from her mother. As they’re packing up at the end of the night, the chaos finally hits when Delia goes into labor.
Driving Delia to the hospital passes in a blur as Macy is assaulted by the memories of the same trip with her father a year and a half earlier. After Delia has her baby, the emotions finally catch up to Macy, and she breaks away from the group to cry in the hallway. Wes finds her and pulls her comfortingly into his arms.
Eventually, Wes, Bert, and Macy leave the hospital. After inviting Macy on his morning run by mentioning he’ll be running a loop in her neighborhood tomorrow morning, Wes drops Macy off at the Commons, where her mom is hosting an Independence Day picnic and parade. Deborah greets Macy with anger, ordering her home and to bed without hearing her explanation. The following morning, Deborah tells Macy she can no longer work at Wish Catering, cannot see her friends there anymore, has a strict 8:00 pm curfew, and must work for her at the model home Monday through Saturday, “handing out brochures and greeting clients” (296).
Macy is miserable in the monotonous routine her mother forces her into, completely isolated from her friends. One night, she receives an email from Jason that is surprisingly emotional, as he apologizes for being harsh on her about the library job at the beginning of the summer. Upon recently struggling with the declining health of his grandmother, he now realizes how much Macy must have been struggling with the grief over her father. The email scares Macy, convincing her that if she “[doesn’t] take action, somehow, by the fall everything that had happened with Wish, and with Wes, [will] be smoothed over, forgotten, no more than a dream” (303).
In her panic, Macy breaks her mother’s rules by driving to visit Wes. Upon discovering he’s not home, she drives to Monica and Kristy’s doublewide; when Kristy is not home either, Macy rants to the infamously laconic Monica to no avail. On the way home, she runs into Wes on the road, and they pull over for conversation. When Macy asks if he wants company on his errand that he claims he needs to do, Wes nervously declines, admitting she would not want to come on this particular task. Macy becomes defensive when she mistakenly believes Wes is blowing her off, mentioning she must get home to answer an email from Jason anyway and that they might get back together—even though she’s already decided they won’t. Halfway home, Macy decides to turn around for Wes and, following a gut feeling, heads to World of Waffles, where she finds him sitting in a booth with his girlfriend, Becky. With that painful revelation, Macy turns back around once more and heads home.
By this section, Macy has already acknowledged her faulty belief in The Illusion of Perfection, and though it does not come easy to her, she is working tirelessly at Embracing the Unpredictability of Life. After realizing she will never be perfect, no matter how hard she tries, she quits the library, despite the fact that it will inevitably ruin any chances she has of getting back together with Jason. In a full 180-degree change from the worries about risk and consequence Macy had at the outset of the novel, she can’t bring herself to worry much over Jason’s reaction. Even when Macy’s mother attempts to assert control over her by forcing her to quit Wish and no longer allowing her to associate with the catering team, Macy does not see the appeal of returning to the isolation and stressful “perfection” of her previous lifestyle.
With her character arc on a forward trajectory, this section focuses on Macy’s growing friendship with Wes and places her growing romantic feelings for him at the forefront of the novel. Her continuation to see Wes as the opposite of Jason only further highlights to Macy how flawed her supposedly perfect relationship with Jason truly is. After she unthinkingly reaches for Wes’s hand in the chaos of a summer house party, Macy “[keeps] thinking about Jason, how weird he’d always been about physical contact, how reaching out for him was always like taking a chance, making a wish. With Wes, it had come naturally, no thinking” (240). Macy’s relationship with Wes comes easily and effortlessly, a welcome change and reprieve from her relationship with Jason.
In her past games of truth with Wes and her friendships with Monica and Kristy, Macy has found release in expunging her darkest secrets. Macy becomes even less burdened with attaining perfection to cover up her scars, and her feelings for Wes begin to grow as their friendship deepens. Truth is a device Macy and Wes use to get to know each other deeply. Their mutual competitiveness and the for-fun nature of the game create a low-stakes and zero-judgment environment for them to open up to one another and share things they never would otherwise. Quickly, Macy realizes she knows Wes better than anyone else. Their game of truth also gives their relationship a foundation in unequivocal honesty. Whereas Macy has always been uncertain of the expectations and approval of Jason and her mother, Wes is “the one person [she can] count on, unequivocally, to say exactly what he mean[s], no hedging around” (226). In the same way she preferred Jason’s intellectual certainty and stability after her father’s death, Wes offers her unpredictability, risk, and excitement even while still offering a relationship built on a foundation of emotional certainty and stability.
With her character arc in progress, Macy becomes more aware of the issues in her family outside of herself. She begins to worry about Deborah, who is under sleeping and overworking herself to avoid the lasting pain following her late husband’s death. Deborah’s inability to let go of The Illusion of Perfection, which she believes is the only thing holding her together, is shown in all its unsavory light when she judges Kristy for her scars. The event disgusts and outrages Macy, who becomes offended for her friend and ashamed for her own part in her mother’s faulty beliefs. The blatant, harmful judgment of Kristy, who Macy has come to know as one of the strongest and most beautiful people in her life, indicates a metaphorical rock bottom to Deborah’s harmful manifestations of grief and alludes to the work that must take place to rectify these behaviors and beliefs.
By Sarah Dessen
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