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Lydia sits on the porch and tells her mom about Dill. Her mom tells her to enjoy their time together, since “you can’t live with your heart locked up in a safe” (324).
Dill decides to be brave enough to tell his mom about college, and that he got financial aid. His mother reacts with disapproving silence, and she leaves the room, praying for Dill.
Lydia and Dill arrange for the upcoming prom, following Dill’s idea for “Pathetic Prom. We set out to intentionally have the most pathetic prom night imaginable” (328). They both dress in costume: Dill in his dad’s suit, and Lydia in a “gaudy, red-sequined, 1980s vintage prom dress” (329); she puts on crazy make-up and sports a hilarious hairdo, and only part of her body is spray-tanned. They go to Cracker Barrel, even though Dill likes the diner, because “We’re so pathetic that we can’t even do Pathetic Prom right” (330). As they order a crazy meal, they tear up over Travis, whom they both miss.
Lydia has arranged a “creaking, rusty, thrift-store” (335) bicycle to get them to the prom. As they ride, they both decide they will miss their town, even though they hated it. Dill thinks about Travis “lying alone under the ground, in the dark, while Lydia and I live and move forward and laugh” (337).
Dill and Lydia cause a commotion as they appear in front of the gymnasium on their bicycle. In the darkened gym they hear “the scornful whispers and muttering and feel the stares” (339). As school bully Tyson and his girlfriend Madison make fun of Lydia, Dill steps in, saying, “‘Do you guys not get it? You can’t hurt us anymore. You can’t do anything to us’” (340). Disregarding their provocations—they mention Travis’s death—Dill and Lydia step out onto the empty dance floor and dance.
As they ride back to Lydia’s house, Dill tells Lydia he will miss their time together. They go to her backyard, where Lydia turns on the water sprinklers and gets both herself and Dill all wet. They lay on the grass to watch the stars, and talk and laugh. Lydia nestles into Dill’s embrace, and he tells himself to “just accept this gift, this moment, after all that life has taken from you” (345). While Lydia kisses his neck, Dill realizes “She’s it. She’s everything. She’s the standard by which I’ll judge beauty for the rest of my life” (345).
In early June, Dill and Lydia sit beside Travis’s grave, as tomorrow Lydia will leave town to start her internship at Chic with Dahlia’s mom. She sneaks a glance at Dill; “Her heart ached with the knowledge that every time it beat, it was counting away another second to her leaving and not seeing him anymore” (349). They sit closer to each other, both saying they do not regret a single thing they have done together. Lydia says her goodbyes to Travis, feeling guilty for leaving him behind, as does Dill.
Lydia drives Dill home, and they sing along to her favorite song, “Love Will Tear Us Apart” by Joy Division, which Dill feels is “a more acceptable way of screaming in agony, which was what he wanted to do” (353). In front of his house, they both break down in tears, saying how much they will miss each other. Dill whispers in Lydia’s ear that he loves her. She kisses him but stays silent.
Their lips locked, Lydia feels that “a stillness came over her, a surrender, like she was falling from a great height but would never hit the ground” (354).
After they break the kiss, Dill lets himself feel the pain of letting Lydia go: “He wanted to be destroyed this way. He welcomed it” (355). He goes to the house and gets her a CD with his songs, including the one he wrote for her. After she leaves, he tries to go into the house, but cannot, because “only the expanse of the indifferent, infinite starry sky could contain his ferocious, surging hurt” (356).
On her ride to New York, Lydia pulls into a truck stop in Virginia. A wave of missing Dill hits her hard, and “she crumbled. Right in the middle of the aisle” (359). She tells the worried cashier that she wished she had said to someone that she loved him. The cashier, “a careworn woman in her 0s” (359), comforts her and gives her a teddy bear to hug.
In prison, Dill visits his dad, who asks him to justify his decision to go to college, saying, “You are abandoning your mother” (362). Dill knows his father is trying to provoke his anger, so he refuses to oblige, telling his father that he feels sorry for him. This visit to the prison is Dill’s last.
As he prepares to leave for school, Dill works both for Lydia’s father and at the grocer’s so he can leave his mom some money. Meanwhile, Lydia expands her Dollywould site with the help of Dahlia and Chloe. The artist Laydee, whom Lydia interviewed, has heard Dill’s songs, and her manager contacts him to buy one.
On the day of his departure, as he waits for Dr. Blankenship, who will drive him to college, Dill’s mom tells him that this is not God’s plan for him: “Your place is here. Working hard, living simply. Living in a godly way” (365). Dill answers that he believes there are more paths than one, and that “this is the spirit of God moving in me. This is the sign of my faith. I did this to save myself” (366). When he asks his mother if she is proud of him, she answers she does not know, although he “expected an outright no” (367). He says he loves her and hugs her, but she does not return his hug. Dill takes all his belongings and leaves his home.
In Chapter 42, Lydia starts to come to terms with the fact that what Dill and she have is special, but it may not be permanent. Through a conversation with her mother, who was lucky enough to fall in love with her best friend and remain with him to build a family, Lydia understands that she must appreciate this moment in her life for what it is worth, and enjoy her first love without worrying too much about the future. The author juxtaposes Lydia’s talk with her mother with Dill’s conversation with his mother in Chapter 43, where he delivers news about his college acceptance. The difference between the two women and their treatment of their children is glaring: Whereas Lydia’s mother is supportive and ready with advice, Dill’s mother is condescending and negative. Recent events have shown Dill that he must fight for his right to own his own future. Even with his mother’s disapproval, he feels he has done “something painful, brave, and beautiful” (326).
The final event that the author utilizes to show that Dill and Lydia are ready to leave Forrestville behind is the prom night. In Chapters 44-47, they plan, organize, and perform a “pathetic prom” to protest against the schoolmates who bullied them, the school that created outliers out of them, and the town that never accepted them because of their individualism. Although the idea is Dill’s, Lydia takes the whole concept to a level of performance art.
Through this act, Dill and Lydia both show their schoolmates that they are finally beyond worrying about not being accepted, or fearing for their safety. The fact that they end up enjoying their own silliness and even succumbing to the romantic notion built into the institution of prom night reveals that they are still very much teenagers who need to feel both rebellious and accepted, even if only by one another. At the end of Chapter 46, as they dance, they are a lone couple on the dance floor: “While they danced, swaying like two trees in the wind, she realized she wasn’t doing a very good job of feeling pathetic” (341). Lydia loves Dill and their closeness, and the music and the romance of the evening makes her understand that their joke has become a moment to treasure.
Then, in Chapter 47 as they ride their old bike home, Dill realizes how much he will miss their time together. Their separation is coming; they’re so in love with each other and so in love with their respective futures that the feeling becomes bittersweet. Dill knows Lydia is the girl who will forever be unique and irreplaceable. In Chapter 52, Lydia experiences the same emotion about Dill, as she feels his absence as though something is missing from her body.
The ending of the novel is both hopeful and bittersweet. For Dill, leaving carries even more weight as it will mark his final psychological goodbye to his dark familial legacy. His last confrontation with his father reveals Dill as a young man who is in possession of his life and who sees his father for what he really is: a weak and evil man. Dill walks away from their meeting with new self-assurance, his whole life ahead of him. Narcissists like Dill Sr. need people who obey them and never question them, and Dill’s father realizes he has just lost the one person he created for the purpose of absolute obedience. Dill Sr.’s repetition of his son’s and his own name shows the father’s slowly evaporating bluster and the understanding, as he watches his son leave, that Dill is no longer under his sway.
Although Dill’s mother cannot find the strength to hug him or support him when he says goodbye to her, she does not actively criticize his decision anymore. Even though she replies with insecurity when Dill asks her if she is proud of him, Dill notes that her reply is also not the definitive “no” that he half-expected to receive. The author hints that in time, Dill’s mother might accept his decision to go to college and that she may yet learn to be proud of her independent son.
By Jeff Zentner