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Annabel MonaghanA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Ali goes kayaking after bookkeeping for Frannie. She used to canoe with Pete and the kids but has been enjoying solo boat ventures since Pete left. She feels her worries disappear while out on the water and remembers her youth. Today, she thinks about Ethan, their date, and who he was as a kid. She wonders if they should date and asks Fancy what she thinks. Ali hears Fancy tell her a summer romance could be fun. Her mind wanders to her college romance, and she suddenly feels overcome by everything she wants for herself.
Frannie calls Ali to complain about Harold’s managing and ordering mishaps at the inn. Ali offers to watch Theo so that Frannie can resolve the problem. At the inn, Ali encounters Ethan. He and Ali take Theo and the dogs to the beach. Ethan reveals his frustrations with his parents’ house, which he’s trying to clean up before putting it on the market. Ali offers to help and admits that she'd like to keep seeing Ethan while he’s in town. Frannie comes to collect Theo, interrupting their intimate conversation.
Ali makes dinner for her kids while waiting for Pete to pick them up for soccer practice. This is her only free night, and she usually spends it on the couch watching Netflix. Pete arrives and goes upstairs to change while the kids get ready. Ali feels frustrated that he’s invading her space. He resurfaces, revealing that he has rented a bigger place and they’ll have to rework their shared finances. Upset, Ali realizes she’ll “need a lawyer” (96).
After Pete and the kids leave, Ali brushes her hair, changes, puts on lip gloss, and drives to Ethan’s house. He invites her in and gets them beers and snacks. They sit on the porch and talk. Ethan shares his frustrations with the house, the realtor, and being back in Beechwood. He’s never liked the town and hates that everyone still calls him Scooter and treats him like an irresponsible kid. Then the conversation turns to Ali, and she explains the situation with Pete, the finances, his apartment, and the mediator. Ethan offers to give her legal advice and support in exchange for her help with the house. Realizing Ali is still upset, he suggests they visit the skate park.
Ethan gives Ali a skateboarding lesson. He explains what skateboarding means to him and how it has helped him forget his troubles over the years. Skating is also a good way “to control the fear” (107). Ali is hesitant at first but feels more confident with Ethan’s help.
Ali picks up Ethan on Friday for the mediation meeting. He’s wearing a silly 1970s tuxedo from his father’s closet. He didn’t plan on being in Beechwood this long and doesn’t have clothes. He also hopes the outfit will make Pete uncomfortable.
Ali, Ethan, Pete, and the mediator, Lacey, convene in the office. Ethan advocates for Ali throughout, getting her half of the gold Krugerrand money from her mother and two more years in the house. She and Pete co-own it, and Pete wants her to sell it when Cliffy is 20. Afterward, Ali thanks Ethan for his help, and they drive home. On the way, she points out the apartment where she and her mom lived after her parents got divorced. Fancy always wanted a big house and family, but her dreams didn’t pan out.
Ali and Ethan have lunch at the diner. Ethan invites her over afterward, but she has to get home for the kids. Ethan notes that Pete doesn’t seem to care for them that much and that Ali should stand up for herself. He reminds her how confident and self-assured she used to be in high school. Ali appreciates his support, and they make plans to meet up again soon.
After dinner, Ali texts with Pete, trying to solidify a time when he’ll take the kids. She feels herself giving in to his indecision and preoccupation with his biking plans. Ali reflects on her conversation with Ethan earlier and tries to understand how she became the person she is now. She remembers what attracted her to Pete but realizes she wouldn’t have married him if she hadn’t gotten pregnant with Greer. She tried to make things work, though she was sad to leave Manhattan and her high-powered accounting job. She was glad to be home with Greer and Fancy, and she got pregnant with Iris shortly thereafter. Meanwhile, Pete remained distant and uninvested in family life. Fancy started taking on a bigger role in the family. Over time, Ali and Pete’s relationship became increasingly transactional. Cliffy’s birth was their last attempt to make things work, but nothing changed. Ali didn’t feel supported and missed work but never confronted Pete about these issues. Sitting with her kids now, she realizes that their life is more peaceful without Pete.
Ali tries to confront Pete about making a more definite schedule with the kids when he comes to pick them up in the morning. He doubts that Ali has anything better to do and dismisses her concerns.
Ali goes over to Ethan’s to help organize the house. He immediately notices she’s upset, but she turns the attention back to the house, disinterested in talking about Pete. While they’re working, Ethan gets a call from one of the kids at the skate park he runs in Devon.
Ali and Ethan spend the rest of the afternoon together. She feels relaxed because Pete is supposed to keep the kids overnight. At five o’clock, she and Ethan have beers, take a break, and chat. Ethan mentions some of the things Ali said in her valedictorian speech, reminding her that she’s in control of her life. They kiss. Afterward, they swim in the pool. Ali is overwhelmed with emotion. Pete texts to say he’s bringing the kids back because he now wants to go biking with his buddies in the morning.
Ali and her kids visit her father and his wife, Libby. They’ve been together since Ali was a child, but Ali isn’t close with Libby and never had the same relationship with her dad that she had with her mom. During lunch, Ali is surprised that her dad shows concern about her divorce.
Ali helps Ethan at the house and tells him about cleaning out Fancy’s house. She shows him the charm bracelet Fancy made for her as a child. Each charm represents an important event in her life. The last one is a baby, celebrating Cliffy’s birth six years ago. Ethan assures her she has more things coming for her.
Ali spends the next two days helping Ethan while her kids are at camp. They frequently get distracted by each other and kiss. Ali has told him she just wants a summer romance and doesn’t think sex is a good idea. Ethan is understanding.
On Friday, Ali and Ethan return to mediation. Ethan advocates for Ali again, this time securing her a full 24 hours on her own during which Pete will take the kids. Out in the lot, Ethan is thrilled with their success, but Ali is on the verge of tears. In the car, she starts crying, admitting how frustrated she is with herself and her situation.
Ethan takes Ali out for some fresh air with their dogs to make her feel better. They go to the beach and wade out to Pelican Island. Beechwood looks different from this angle. Ethan and Ali sit on the sand and talk about perspective, happiness, relationships, and the future. He opens up to her, revealing that his last relationship ended because his ex-girlfriend didn’t support the things that make him happy. He has an important role in the Devon community and is invested in the skate park kids. His ex got frustrated that he prioritized his community work, legal clients, neighbors, and local shop owners over her.
Ethan and Ali continue talking and then kiss until the tide comes in and they have to leave the island. Afterward, Ethan says he has to return to Devon tomorrow for the day to help run a skate park event. He invites Ali to join him, and she accepts.
As Ali’s summer unfolds, she discovers new avenues for personal exploration, reclamation, and change, which continue to develop the themes of Reclaiming Personal Autonomy and Identity and Embracing Balance, Happiness, and Change. In particular, Ali’s evolving relationship with Ethan grants her a new sense of herself and offers her perspective on the life she’s been living. This developing relationship dynamic is also a primary source of plot propulsion. The more time Ali spends with Ethan, the more she realizes how her marriage to Pete estranged her from her true self.
Unlike Pete, Ethan wants to know who Ali is and cares about investing in her as a person in the present moment. His respect for what she’s feeling and thinking compels her to reflect on who she once was and the experiences that caused her to change over time. For example, in Chapter 10, Ali’s time out on the water by herself compel her into protracted reflection and consideration. The water symbolizes healing and renewal and thus changes how Ali thinks about her circumstances. While “replaying Ethan’s and [her] urine-soaked meet cute at the dog park” and their date “in the ballpark,” Ali recalls the feeling of “being younger and boundless” (85). Therefore, solo kayaking grants Ali a physical retreat from her real life on land and offers her perspective on her marriage, relationships, and herself. For the first time since losing her mom and parting with Pete, she’s overcome with longing for newness, happiness, and healing. She suddenly realizes how much she longs for “a break from [her] kids” (87), for a strong, balanced partnership, and for freedom. Although she and Ethan are just getting to know one another as adults in the present, interacting with him has helped her begin to reconnect with her truest and most essential self. Ethan doesn’t force Ali into intimacy. Rather, by simply engaging with Ali in an open, vulnerable manner, he helps her rediscover her authentic self too.
Ali’s pursuit of balance, happiness, love, and change coincides with her ongoing grieving process. Her grief is twofold. In a sense, Ali is still mourning her mother’s death two years ago. The repeated scenes in which Ali talks to her mom when she’s alone illustrate how much she misses her mom and longs for a similarly stabilizing form of companionship and connection in the present. In addition, Ali is mourning the end of her marriage and therefore the loss of the life she thought she was creating with Pete. Her more concerted efforts to separate her life from Pete’s particularly catalyze her reflections on the people she has lost and the controlled, autonomous life she always dreamed of for herself. In Chapter 17, for example, she finds herself musing on how her life elapsed almost without her control. These reflections stem from Ali’s conversations with Ethan and her mediation meetings with Pete and Lacey. She suddenly realizes that she “probably wouldn’t have married Pete if [she] hadn’t gotten pregnant with Greer” (122). In committing to this new domestic and maternal life, Ali let go of her other dreams. Doing so caused her to lose important parts of who she was. In the context of her marriage with Pete, she stopped using her voice, advocating for herself, and fighting for the identity and lifestyle that granted her meaning. Therefore, the imminent end of her and Pete’s marriage inspires Ali to reflect on its inception. The end of one era of her life is ushering in a new one. However, she must confront the things she has lost in order to begin imagining new possibilities for herself.
Ali starts to reclaim her autonomy by standing up to Pete through bringing Ethan to mediation, asking for more alimony accommodations, and fighting for more free time. Thus, in this section of the novel, Ali starts to feel as if she “knows [she has] something to say” and “wants to force” (126) particular issues with Pete. Such sensations manifest Ali’s desire to reconnect with her true self and exercise her agency. Throughout these chapters, her desperation to support and love her children at all costs complicate her efforts to confront Pete about his selfishness and disregard for her and the kids. This is why, for example, she gives up her relaxing evening with Ethan in Chapter 18 to be home with her kids instead of demanding that Pete honor his plans to host them overnight. Ali strongly wants to reclaim her autonomy but doesn’t want to do so at the expense of her kids’ well-being. Furthermore, motherhood is an essential facet of how she understands herself, and she doesn’t want to forsake this part of herself. In these ways, Ali is learning to balance motherhood with her burgeoning romance and her pursuit of self-actualization.
By Annabel Monaghan
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